~namelessmistake

i have had the most wonderous year of my entire life.

<3 Coreykins.

i am happy.
miss you all.
<3

I am a terrible person.

I am helpless, and selfish.

everything you have to throw my way, go ahead.

Worthless, I'm a whore.

You don't understand this, I never thought you would.

There's too much hate to be forgotten.

I can't take it back.

I don' t want to take it back.

I blame myself and dont know why.

it was fate that brought us here.


I only wish we could one day mend..

...all the things i've torn away...

im tearing myself apart.

you mean too much.

And now there's nothing left to say.

Well nothing that you'd believe...

Im sorry and that's all I can say.





I wrote this for someone.. someone who means a lot to me. someone I've fucked over hard. I deserve everything you want to do to me. I...I'm so sorry.

In this blackened wonderland I am the darkened Alice. sometimes I can't fathom why everyone's so two faced..So I'll just backstab them back to get them back in their place.

All my friends are enemies, and they just turn their backs to my face.

It happens way too often
Eyes closed and mouth forced open
You always seem confused
Hands up and now you proved
That when
You kick my ass
But please don't hit my face
So i can laugh